"When I was 18 years old, I was raped by my driving teacher Ė a real disgusting old,
wrinkled bastard, who forced me to suck his dick. Since that I have in sexual situations
been turned on by dominance, which I think is very weird and perverse. I donít know, if
there is any connection between these two things, but I canít refuse it Ė therefore it
is for me a secret"